Sunday, September 2, 2018

Make Good Memories

I think of the old songs that used to move me to happy tears
I remember the good times, are they is gone as it appears?
Somewhere along the way we were all divided fears
And I wonder if we could roll back the years
Could we figure out where we learned all the fears?

I don’t want to fear
Fear makes love seem to disappear
I just want to care
Caring is why I am here
Caring is the best feeling I know
I only want the best for everyone
No one can hurt you if you let go
Of the fear

Your people hang onto the fear as if it has more value than love
That’s seems like Mental illness to me,
it just doesn’t make sense,
It is too high and expense
To build a wall and a fence
Around your heart?
That seems to be self-defeating
It blocks your love right from the start

I don’t wanna be like that
I won’t let my love be smothered by fear
I will not hurt myself like that
As long as I have a choice I will care
Caring is why I am here

I think of the old songs that used to move me to happy tears
I remember the good times, when people used to care
and make good memories that overcome all fears
that is the way I want to share
that is the world I want to share

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

Most Devoted Friend

it takes an ego without measure
to uncover a buried treasure
and share it with the world
heart open, mind unfurled

it takes love knowing beyond pleasure
to survive the greatest pressure
and reach euphoria
in this global emporia

and I can be that one
who never let you down
even when I fail
I will turn it around
I will do anything
to help you reach your goal
that's just the way I am
a living giving soul

and I can be your most devoted friend
the open door to love without an end
without any conditions or reason to pretend
just what you need when you need to depend
I can be your most devoted friend

it takes an ego strong enough to fail
to survive anything on any scale
and still believe in love's eternity
that is just what can be found in me

we all need someone
we can trust unconditionally
with everything we do
with everything we think
with everything we are
completely

we all need someone
we know is always there
I can be the one
you can find me here

and I can be your most devoted friend
the open door to love without an end
without any conditions or reason to pretend
just what you need when you need to depend
no matter what you do I can be
your most devoted friend

Thursday, April 5, 2018

just be here

no time for depth
where is the meaning
where is the magic
where is the love

no time for me
but do I want to?
where is the question?
no answers above
no answers below
no answers outside
no time for within
no fantasy
no time for me

lost in the pages of forgotten books
lost in the memories of forgotten looks
lost in the workaholic fight not to drown
lost conforming to the happy sad clown

break me in two and you'll find my heart
already beating in two separate parts
torn into pieces before I could crawl
the only repair was giving it all

without walls
without doors
without defenses

without games
without shames
without pretenses

too vulnerable for conformity
so why don't I give in?
all I want is honesty
it's my life I'm living
delusions are not for me
no matter how many believe
I would rather be alone
than lie or deceive

without walls
without doors
without defenses

without games
without shames
without pretenses

break me in two and you'll find my heart
already beating in two separate parts
torn into pieces before I could crawl
the only repair was giving it all
only partially repaired by giving it all

did you miss me?
dd you even ever know me?
do you miss me?
is there any way to show me?
can you feel me?
without any god or fear
want the real me?
just be real, just be here

without walls
without doors
without defenses

without games
without shames
without pretenses

just be you
without fear
just be real
just be here