Monday, November 23, 2015

hello

hello
are you alone in life today
i am looking for a new best friend
maybe we can spend a little time together
to see how we get along

if you are alone in life today
if you're looking for a new best friend
let's start by telling each other everything
we think and feel is right and wrong

what is your highest ideal
what is your purpose in life
what is your greatest appeal
what do you want in a wife
what does partnership mean
what's your favorite thing to do
what is your heart's desire dream
what is the essense of you

can we talk for a few hours
about what matters to you
about what matters to me
about what we feel is true
can we walk a hundred miles
in each others shoes
and then walk barefoot on the beach
watching the sky change hues

can you share
honestly
openly

can you open your mind
completely

do you care
honestly
openly

can you give your heart
completely

if you are alone in life today
if you're looking for a new best friend
let's start by telling each other everything
we think and feel is right and wrong

what is your favorite color
what is your favorite song
what weakens your knees
what makes you feel strong
what brings you to tears
what makes you laugh aloud
what picks you up, what brings you down
and what makes you feel proud

talk for hours
what matters
what is real
what is true
walk four hours
empathize
lay down, relax
gaze into each others eyes

can you share
honestly
openly

can you open your mind
completely

do you care
honestly
openly

can you give your heart
completely

are you looking for someone to trust to care
a bond without an end
sharing unconditional love, adopting new family
that's what i'm looking for
a best friend

Saturday, November 7, 2015

i still want to believe

i still want to believe
there is someone out there for me
who can actualize equality
a partner in everything

there's so much i can grieve
but i want to share being happy
who can find the positivity
and real hope in everything

it takes more than wanting
it takes compatibility
seeing from the same perspective
living the same way honestly

it takes more than loving
it takes more than lusting
it takes something silent
words can not explain

it takes more than wanting
it takes more then trusting
much more than compliant
just share the same brain

and i want to believe
in the possibility
of two becoming one
unconciously
subconciously
and conciously

yeah i still want to believe
there is someone out there for me
who see the way i see
and feels the way i feel, really

there's so much we can grieve
but i want to share being happy
who can find the positivity
real hope in everything
genuine compatibility
living the same way honestly

two become one entity
unconciously
subconciously
and conciously

and i want to believe
in the possibility
of two becoming one entity
unconciously
subconciously
and conciously

Monday, April 6, 2015

maybe moody blues (truth is up to you)

maybe this is true
and all the optimism is bravado
truth is up to you
if you dare to care enough to find it
the dream is real
but why does it not come true?
truth is up to you
but what can we do if i don't mind it

what can i do
what can i do
what can i do


(truth is up to you)


i bring it on myself
i know i do
i isolate myself
it's nothing new
i focus on one thing
lost in a job
everything else piles up
i live like a slob

i let myself burn out
and get dismissed
and when i look around
at all i missed
all the lost contacts
friends faded away
i do it to myself
what can i say

so here i am again
looking for a friend
singing one more lonely song
seems it has no end

who could care enough
when i make it so tough
how can anyone get close to
a child who never learned to trust

this is the life i know
and nothing else
i give this life away
not to myself
i dream of someone
who understands
who can somehow get through
my open hands

hands always open are a lie
they never close to hold on
when no one feels wanted
they are soon gone

a heart afraid to show any need
just pushes everyone away
a heart afraid to trust can only bleed
and without trust
love does not stay

so here i am again
looking for a friend
singing on more lonely song
seems it has no end

who could care enough
when i make it so tough
how can anyone get close to
a child who never learned to trust

crumbling inside
always denied
from the start
hearts lied
trust died

can only hide
behind false pride
a broken heart
love lied
trust died

here i am again
looking for a friend
singing on more lonely song
seems it has no end

who could care enough
when i make it so tough
how can anyone get close to
a child who never learned to trust



still looking for the one
who will not go away
no matter what i do
no matter what i say

still looking for the one
who will pass every test
who can convince me to trust
this is my quest
quest
quest
quest

remember?...